Mauatua Fa’ara-Reynolds
Winner - 2024
Mauatua is a Mā'ohi-Norf'k student based in Te Whanganui-a-Tara. Her work is fuelled by mana vāhine and trans-indigenous networks of solidarity, and can be found in Salient, Overcomm, bad apple, Starling, and the occasional exhibition.
firm-breasted young raiatean girls
were once gummy smiles
dancing on shorelines
when white fingers came crawling
pointing in the wrong direction
down throats
up skirts
then the guns and knives
and paints and brushes
the artist captures those already captured
dismembers bark-skinned bodies
reassembles them stretched white
on canvas
the south sea maiden immortalised
the young girl dead
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My first love. We were head over heels for each other.
It was the beginning of summer, and I’d come down with an awful cold. He stayed by my side the entire time, cooked me soup, collected all my snotty tissues, listened to me groan about my headaches, and watched stupid rom-coms with me. After a week, I finally felt well enough to go outside. Sunlight would do me good, and we hadn’t gone on a date in a while. We walked along the waterfront, and he took photos of me looking at birds I didn’t know the names of on his disposable camera. One of those ones with black-and-white film.
We reached Te Papa, and I realised in the couple months we’d been dating, he still hadn’t met any of my family. So I led him upstairs to the art gallery, and walked over to the big portrait, left of the centre.
“This is my ancestor, Poeatua. She was a princess, held hostage by Cook. This painting was done while she was on the ship, probably fucking terrified. It was the first portrait of a Pasifika woman to circulate Europe, and kinda started the whole Dusky Maiden trope.”
This was a big moment for me; he was meeting my grandmother’s grave.
He leaned back in his slightly oversized Lacostes, really took in the painting, and said,
“You know, your tits kinda look the same”.
I was 19.
So was she.
*title is a quote from James Cook’s diary
Po’i
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Under the breadfruit tree at the Pirae cement block
he’d sit topless in a plastic white chair
bible in one hand
cigarette in the other
his sweat pooled under him
sank into the asphalt
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Beneath the fluorescent kitchen light
his skin drooped low to the ground
one eye was a milky white moon
and his body was spotted
with crinkled yellow circles
You knew he was being called back to the fenua
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In dreams, everyone gathers
around the little circular table dotted
with paper plates of sweet sticky love.
The little one leads the prayer—
a crescendo to a unified aaaaamene.
You do it all i tō ’outou reo
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Did you know po’i means both
The time of death and
The time of birth
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Grand-père,
I wear your smile to my graduation